Today is Michael and I's 2-month anniversary for this time around. In the past, I've never spent much time dealing with Valentine's Day, but this year, I want something. It makes no sense, but I'm afraid that if we don't celebrate it, I'll lose him. Just an irrational fear I have. I guess I'll just have to deal with it, though.
I've been feeling good lately but also kind of sad. Last year, I began to get closer to my friend Alex. We talked for a few weeks, but then stuff started to get weird. Lately, when I see him in class or in the hallway, I get very sad. Although I'm very happy with Michael, I really miss Alex. So, if you happen to see this, Alex, just know that I miss you and feel like hanging out sometime soon.
I've also been thinking about whether or not to begin penpalling with a soldier or someone like that. I believe it would be very fun, and I really want to know how people in Iraq and other places feel about the paths their lives have taken. If anyone has penpalling stories or war stories or something of the sort, I'd love for you to share them.
While cleaning my room, I found a few addresses for some of my childhood friends that moved away. The first one is named Xenia and she lives in St. Louis. The second one is Carissa and she lived in Texas last time I checked.
I've really been missing everyone lately. I hope all is well with you guys.